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allowance & in fact I find Mrs Hayley
has already advanced £10 on this score
I had some idea that if Aunt Eml would
favor me what she had begged me to
accept last autumn I could have [tried?]
the other – but now she says she cannot
attend to any thing – & so of course as I
only wrote by her desire – it rests there
But this will show you the puzzledness
of her state just now.

Last time I went (I only go with her
drs consent his last Telegram was "Come
by all means you can only do her good")
She was quite Calm & spoke to me of
all that interested her. of course as
she did not allude to my letter I did
not either – since then she has got out
to her bath Chair – in the Garden –
so she certainly is rallying again –
She has extraordinary pluck.

Lady M goes to see her every week when
she can or every fortnight – When she
goes to Scotland I hope to be over my